Why is it that the littlest things can make us feel so insecure?
I would consider myself a very independant person. I can do just about anything on my own and feel confidant doing it…
can’t do it. I don’t know why…I have never felt comfortable going and eating alone somewhere. I would rather get it to go and eat it in my car than sit at the restraunt or fast food joint and wonder what people think of me sitting there alone.
Well last night I tried to overcome this fear…The hubs was out of town for work and I had a serious craving for sushi SO I went alone! GASP! I know I know! My husband told me to get it to go but that might bother me more than eating alone…so off I went!
So was it as bad as I thought it would be…? pretty much! lol I felt totally akward and self concious the whole time. I thougth everyone was staring at me and wondering WHY I was alone. Thank goodness for smart phones and facebook otherwise I would have been really LOST!I could probably do it again now that the first time was out of the way but I would MUCH rather be there with someone to chat with and look socially acceptable with! hehehe
So why is it that I am just fine to go to the movies alone, shopping, etc but not eat? S T R A N G E i tell ya! Our mind plays funny tricks on us sometimes!